when words are unable to express everything inside.

there's so much i want to say,
but i dontknow how to type it down,
into words, paragraphs.

it's so jumbled up within.
everything, like rojak.

if only we can have an instrument which links our hearts with the computer,
and everything we feel gets translated into words.

so difficult.

it's so wrong, yet so right.
so guilty.

guilty feet have got no rhythm

so many things happening to the ppl ard me.
why? ):
this world is so..complicated and confusing.
hah.

conflicting emotions.

i like studying in church.
first day since...alongtimeago.
miss everyone there? yeah. (:

so near, yet so far.

i'm scared of terrence.
heard of the way he studies?
luckily he wasnt in same room with me. -scary.
he's so...serious. etc.
Really Studying.
heard he scolded emileen cus she msged while studying?
okay, maybe i need to study like that.

to everyone: ming tian hui gen hao. cheerup.

ohhh!
saw shi! haha.
she became a maid. -winks.
and i happen to be the boss of the maid agency?
haha. (:


and its not hard to fall,
when you've flown like a cannon ball.

sitting down by the side,
the people pass me by.
each with their own world,
problems, worries, fears.
too consumed by what they have to do,
not slowing down to think and reflect.